Tuesday, September 04, 2007
10:15 pm
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9:34 pm
lets see, my parents have gone to hong kong so i'm very free which is actually a bad thing cos everyone i used to go out with is busy...whats the point of having all this free time when no one else can go on late night escapades with me...i miss late night escapades. i stopped having them cos i got too tired but now i am wide awake but no one else is :(
school is tiring...that pretty much sums it up! pw is flooding my inbox and its just such a drag especially since no one ever listens to me. i said that our group number had been shifted down but no one believed me (it had changed from 91 to 89) and i said that we should sign people up for a specific event instead of a mailing list but no one agreed with me (the volunteer coordinater suggested a specific event too). i doubt i will do well for pw but screw it. grades are border line...
H2 Chem U
H2 Econs C
H2 Math E
H1 Gp D
H1 Geog E
i know that looks pretty bad but i am actually quite satisfied with myself since i am one of the very few people who didn't go to any jc during the 1st 3 months and passed terms...all my parents had to say was "and why didn't you go to jc during the 1st 3 months???". i just hope i am as lucky for promos which btw i have not started studying for, shit! i am just so lazy these days and i haven't been a very good girl, haven't lived up to my new year's resolutions...
i've started to crave peanut butter...i never used to like it cos it stuck to my teeth and its so thick but nowadays, its my comfort food at night. i have become more and more vulgar these days and i know i should stop but i am sooo stressed and i have no idea why!!! sorry ineey :( although i really don't think we should be together. i like my new room except i wish it were bigger and had an attached bathroom and walk-in-wardrobe. i've been cooking a lot during the holidays and it reminded me how much i love it...holidays are always good for cooking cos school days are just chaotic...especially with ***
stuff i've made during the holidays:
-cupcakes for teachers (it was just before the holidays but it still counts)
-creamed spinach
-lots and lots of pasta
-sausage and courgette casserole thingy
-beef burgers from scratch
-panna cotta
-quiche
stuff i have to do:
-econs independant learning!!!***
-insights and reflections
-study for promos!!!
-practice dance for arabian nights (not that i have much to practice)
-facial
-no reservations
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Friday, April 20, 2007
3:34 pm
big twoing on the bed at the ritz
dessert! :)
the family
i love that doughnut machine!
the peak hk
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
9:53 pm
update on my life:
i got into ac and i honestly have no idea why they accepted me but i am elated about getting in. i had nothing to offer, no cca and my grades weren't all that great so i have God to thank for without him, it wouldn't have been possible. frogy asked me just now how i got in and i thought about it and typed,"by God's grace". He answered my prayers and i just want this to be an example to those who have lost their faith (baby)...God answers prayers even though we don't deserve it. don't give up hope or faith, just trust Him cos He knows best. you may be stuck somewhere you don't like but you just have to persevere, endure the rain before you see the rainbow. God will never leave you nor forsake you :)
the sizzlers have dropped out of the open catagory for cheerobics :( and i think i am one of the only people who is sad and disappointed about it. 4 people quit and i have no idea why...leaving the week before is really pointless....you have endured so much already, why back out at the last minute? i thought you guys were stronger than that...a lot of people sacrificed a lot of time and money for it, i don't get any cca points or much. i wonder if it even matters that there are other people involved in this too and i wonder if you guys considered their feelings before leaving...oh well, whats done is done and there ain't nothing i can do about it now
i went to macau...people smoke everywhere!!! i couldn't eat my food cos there was so much smoke in the restaurant...and it wasn't even a cheap restaurant. people even smoke in the lifts when there is a huge 'no smoking' sign! the hotel was nice...the kinda hotel that has hugo boss, chloe, patek philippe, etc...in the lobby. i didn't really see much in macau, did most of my shopping in hong kong. poor baby missed me so much when i was gone, i felt sooo bad!
the first few days of school have been hard. getting to know where everything is, trying (unsuccessfully) to make new friends, seeing people who don't like me and being in an unfamiliar environment. it was really comforting to see so many familiar faces in ac however, my class is really un-bonded. all other classes are having bonding time during free periods but my class is completely dispersed. i also have one of the spammers from my blog in my class...oh joy! glaring isn't nice...people should learn that. basically i stay with sara, kerri, michelle, darrel and suyee all the time since i don't know anyone in my class and i probably can't recognise them. i wish i could make some new friends at least. i trust that God will bring me through this difficult period and in the future, i will look back and understand why i had to go through this at this point in my life. i will get through this...
even though you are not with me most of the time, when you look at our matching ck bag, when you look at our matching lunch box, when you look at our matching pencil case, you can think of me and remember i will always be in your heart... :) and if you really can't handle it, ask God for the strength to carry on cos He will never fail you or put you in a situation you can't handle.
yup, i think thats all that happened so far...
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
12:09 am
ANNUAL CHEERLEADING COMPETITION
DANCE, STUNTS, TUMBLING AND CHEER
NOT TO BE MISSED
24TH(SATURDAY) & 25TH(SUNDAY) MARCH
VENUE TO BE CONFIRMED (ORCHARD AREA)
COME AND SUPPORT THE MG SIZZLERS!!!
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
9:59 pm
thursday:
met icks at hyatt and we went to mezza9! yum! i had cream of carrot soup, orange salad, steak sandwich and fries with my favourite dip. icks got to have the tomato dip he had been craving for the previous day. we chose mezza9 cos it's the first place we ever went to together so since it was the day before results and i expected to be grounded the next day, we decided to go there for old times sake even though my card has expired. i was sooo full after the meal so we took our usual orchard route. went to paragon to pick up a shirt for his dad then taka, wisma and finally isetan(scotts). he was hungry by the time we got to isetan so we went to tcc then cabbed back to my place. i was still full by dinner so i didn't eat much. it only hit me at 10pm that results were out the next day and i had a nervous break down when it hit me.
friday:
woke up at 8am and tried to contact icks but couldn't so i got really annoyed. got ready then took a bus to binjai. he was supposed to meet me at 9am but smarty pants didn't wake up till 9am so yet again i was left waiting there! he finally arrived at 9.40am even though he said, "give me 20 minutes"! we had breakfast at the club then he dropped me at school. met mel, laiyee, shiyou and michelle in school. i was still full and michelle had no appetite so we wandered around the school. met suyee at the old A2 classroom then we went for worship. after worship, we walked back to the classroom and i started crying cos i was so scared. kerry, bev and kail were there. inside, sara and i sung songs to calm ourselves. we walked to the hall and waited outside at 2pm. just before the results were released a lot of people started crying. michelle walked with me to get mine and ms or tried to say stuff to me but michelle was screaming in front of me cos she knew i didn't want to hear anything. when i saw the results happy tears started pouring out. a lot of people around me were crying but i'm not sure if it was happy or sad tears. all my friends are too smart! miss chong got 8 points! michelle got 7! mel got 7! suyee got 8! shiyou got 8! i think i did worst in class but i am very happy with my 12 points! i just really hope its good enough for ac! rara and i went to starbucks to celebrate, ian and cephas met us there. after starbucks, rara came over so we could do the jae thingy. then i went out for dinner with my parents and grandparents at the mountbatten room. i had french onion soup, rack of lamb with potato gnocci and prestat chocolate.
to ian:
don't worry, i'm sure you can get in with appealling so don't give up. believe in yourself cos i believe in you! you are definitely NOT useless so don't ever think that way! i <3 you uber much!
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Thursday, February 08, 2007
11:01 pm
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
please give me one more chance! i promise i will study for 'A' levels if you just let me do well for my 'O's, i mean it...please Lord, help me...i'm soooo scared!!!
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Monday, February 05, 2007
9:38 pm
and it was quite nice if i do say so myself! icks came over and we watched pink panther. when he was about to leave, i started cooking! i stuffed ricotta cheese, chives and parsley under the skin of a chicken, sprinkled sea salt and drizzled olive oil over it then in the oven it went. riced the potatoes, boiled the milk and butter then mixed it with the potatoes, salt and pepper. fried courgette, red capsicum, yellow capsicum and mushrooms with olive oil. it was yummy!! natty ate sooo much! and for dessert i gave her ben & jerry's magic brownie with whipped cream and maltesers! it took about 1 1/2 hours but it was worth it! one of the best chickens i've ever tasted but maybe its cos i worked so hard on it so it was that much sweeter. i feel sooo accomplished!
on saturday i spent 5 hours and 6 black bags on cleaning my room and gee it looks neat now! i am actually doing productive things!
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