Saturday, February 10, 2007
9:59 pm
thursday:
met icks at hyatt and we went to mezza9! yum! i had cream of carrot soup, orange salad, steak sandwich and fries with my favourite dip. icks got to have the tomato dip he had been craving for the previous day. we chose mezza9 cos it's the first place we ever went to together so since it was the day before results and i expected to be grounded the next day, we decided to go there for old times sake even though my card has expired. i was sooo full after the meal so we took our usual orchard route. went to paragon to pick up a shirt for his dad then taka, wisma and finally isetan(scotts). he was hungry by the time we got to isetan so we went to tcc then cabbed back to my place. i was still full by dinner so i didn't eat much. it only hit me at 10pm that results were out the next day and i had a nervous break down when it hit me.
friday:
woke up at 8am and tried to contact icks but couldn't so i got really annoyed. got ready then took a bus to binjai. he was supposed to meet me at 9am but smarty pants didn't wake up till 9am so yet again i was left waiting there! he finally arrived at 9.40am even though he said, "give me 20 minutes"! we had breakfast at the club then he dropped me at school. met mel, laiyee, shiyou and michelle in school. i was still full and michelle had no appetite so we wandered around the school. met suyee at the old A2 classroom then we went for worship. after worship, we walked back to the classroom and i started crying cos i was so scared. kerry, bev and kail were there. inside, sara and i sung songs to calm ourselves. we walked to the hall and waited outside at 2pm. just before the results were released a lot of people started crying. michelle walked with me to get mine and ms or tried to say stuff to me but michelle was screaming in front of me cos she knew i didn't want to hear anything. when i saw the results happy tears started pouring out. a lot of people around me were crying but i'm not sure if it was happy or sad tears. all my friends are too smart! miss chong got 8 points! michelle got 7! mel got 7! suyee got 8! shiyou got 8! i think i did worst in class but i am very happy with my 12 points! i just really hope its good enough for ac! rara and i went to starbucks to celebrate, ian and cephas met us there. after starbucks, rara came over so we could do the jae thingy. then i went out for dinner with my parents and grandparents at the mountbatten room. i had french onion soup, rack of lamb with potato gnocci and prestat chocolate.
to ian:
don't worry, i'm sure you can get in with appealling so don't give up. believe in yourself cos i believe in you! you are definitely NOT useless so don't ever think that way! i <3 you uber much!
+ AMEN
Thursday, February 08, 2007
11:01 pm
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
please give me one more chance! i promise i will study for 'A' levels if you just let me do well for my 'O's, i mean it...please Lord, help me...i'm soooo scared!!!
+ AMEN
Monday, February 05, 2007
9:38 pm
and it was quite nice if i do say so myself! icks came over and we watched pink panther. when he was about to leave, i started cooking! i stuffed ricotta cheese, chives and parsley under the skin of a chicken, sprinkled sea salt and drizzled olive oil over it then in the oven it went. riced the potatoes, boiled the milk and butter then mixed it with the potatoes, salt and pepper. fried courgette, red capsicum, yellow capsicum and mushrooms with olive oil. it was yummy!! natty ate sooo much! and for dessert i gave her ben & jerry's magic brownie with whipped cream and maltesers! it took about 1 1/2 hours but it was worth it! one of the best chickens i've ever tasted but maybe its cos i worked so hard on it so it was that much sweeter. i feel sooo accomplished!
on saturday i spent 5 hours and 6 black bags on cleaning my room and gee it looks neat now! i am actually doing productive things!
+ AMEN
Sunday, February 04, 2007
6:03 pm
1. Single, taken or crushing ?
- taken
2. Are you happy with your life now ?
- no but i'm feeling extremly depressed right now so it might just be one of my moods
3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast ?
- i don't think this question is right. i believe that there is only one right person and love isn't love if it doesn't last forever so the question should be 'when you met the right person, did you fall in love with him fast?'. if you haven't met him yet then you won't know how fast you are gonna fall.
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yup unfortunately
5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
- no
6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
- i used to say never but i guess it depends on how much i love the person
7. Have you talked about marriage with another before?
- yup
8. Do you want children?
- uh huh!
9. How many?
- two
10. Would you consider adoption?
- don't think so
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
- write me a letter?
12. Do you enjoy getting in relationship?
- i guess so, i wouldn't wanna be all lonely would i?
13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
- 3
14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- no
15. Are you romantic?
- partially
16. Do you believe you can change someone?
- yup
17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
- church
18. Have you ever broken a heart?
- i dont know
19. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
- sulk in my room
20. Are you missing somebody now?
- yup
+ AMEN
Saturday, February 03, 2007
10:20 pm
joshua and i surprised icks at 12am with a birthday cake :) then we played tai tee, monopoly and risk till like 2am. i met him again at 1pm at au petit salut for lunch. for the first time ever, i was actually happy that he was late so i had time to ask the waitress to write happy birthday ian on his dessert. i had soup, beef onglet and creme brulee and he had escargot, lamb stew and chocolate ganache. before they served the dessert the happy birthday song came on and it was kinda embarrassing...i didn't expect it to happen :s oh well, i hope you enjoyed your birthday :) XOXOXO
friday:
he came over and i cooked lunch. he is sooo strange! whenever he likes my cooking, my family doesn't and whenever he doesn't like it, my family does :s i also baked cupcakes so natty could decorate them. she was equipped with chocolate frosting, maltesers, silver balls, hundreds and thousands, chocolate buttons and marshmallows. chloe shall do that one day :) icks and i went to watch miss potter at great world city and we bumped into carrot and mandy. dinner at kenny rogers then we went to the park
today was very very exhuasting! but i shan't say why. dinner at rtc was yummy :)
oreo cheesecake 01/02/07
little chef
i <3 natty!
before
after
+ AMEN
Thursday, February 01, 2007
11:46 pm
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