Saturday, September 30, 2006
6:04 pm
stuff i ate and drank:
-strawberry and yoghurt tea
-raspberry and cranberry iced tea
-risotto saffron rice ball thingy
-mushroom quiche
-mexican beef pie
-cheese and crackers
-cheese sandwich
-tim sum
-indian crackers
-tomatoes and mozarella cheese
-sashimi
-chocolate fondue
-chocolate (dark and orange)
-chocolate mouse cake
-panna cotta
-scones with clotted cream and jam
-chocolate puff
-lemon meringue pie
i think thats all...i feel like exploding for the second time this week...this is terrible! i am sooo deprived of shopping!!! i had like half an hour to shop today and i didn't buy anything! well fine...i bought a pair of shoes but thats all and i wanted armani!!
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Friday, September 29, 2006
10:23 pm
reasons why i should not fall for a guy:
-I WILL GET HURT! ***
-i am not ready
-guys can't be trusted
-guys are flirts and uncommitted ppl
-i'm not over frogy yet
-its sooo stressful!
-i am paranoid and possesive
-crying will worsen my eyebags
what on earth am i doing?! this is bad for my health! what am i gonna doo????
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1:44 pm
yesterday after school i ate, showered, put on a mask, painted my toe nails, changed then went for my grandpa's 75th birthday dinner. yesterday was a pamper me day! i felt sooo sick after dinner!
the menu:
-lobster and prawn salad
-shark's fin soup
-king prawn with long bean
-tofu thingy with veg
-other tofu thingy with sea cucumber
-cod fish with goose liver and veg
-roast chicken with seaweed and crispy golden mushrooms
-crispy noodles
-mango and sago thingy
-cheesecake from hyatt
after dinner i was about to explode!
photos from yesterday:
cheal and me
me, jellycerr and natty
mini mee!
oh no! i'm drunk!
happy birthday kong!
we love you kong!
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
2:15 pm
-he has to love me whole-heartedly
-he can't cheat on me or leave me
-i haffta trust him and he has to trust me
-can't hurt me physically or emotionally
-we have to have fun together
-we have to be completely comfortable around each other
-he is my best friend
-i can tell him anything and everything and vice versa
-he has to be affectionate (the kinda guy that will hug me to sleep and tell me he loves me everyday)
-the kind of guy who is very sure of himself. he doesn't need to impress others in order to be cool.
-can't be a flirt
-older than me
-taller than me
-heavier than me
-can't be too good looking or other girls will be after him
-no tatoos
-no earrings
-no smoking
-no drug abuse
-no alcohol abuse
-can't have been to jail
-has to speak relatively well...no singlish please!
-has to earn a decent income(enough to get by)
-has to go to church
-i really wanna die before him cos if there is a guy this perfect, i can't imagine living a second without him...
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2:07 pm
sara you really are very smart! you are totally right! you don't haffta know a person well to like them...knowing their favourite colour/food/anything won't make you like them any more or any less...you could like the way they treat ppl and stuff you can see when you first get to know a person so liking someone when you first get to know them may not be superficial and shallow. why didn't anyone point this out to me earlier?!
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
11:19 pm
working hard ;)
my nightmare=physics!!
why do you hate me fleming? :'(
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8:44 pm
my message to
1: you are just plain weird and you freak me out! you can't like a person after speaking to them once!! other ppl may think you are okay but i most certainly don't!
2: you are my friend and i don't know what happened...i am not angry cos you think he is nice. i am angry cos you spoke to him abt me behind my back, lied abt it and accused me of being pissed cos you like him! you know how i feel abt all these things and you just had to talk to the one guy who freaks me out...i feel betrayed and yr timing couldn't have been worse...anyway good luck for yr results...there is sooo much stuff i wish i could say to you but i just can't after all this...
3: i honestly have no idea what is going through yr mind. you confuse me...eg. yr blog says that you had an amazing day yet everything you said abt the day was bad...you say you like me but you want me to kiss beta and you just love insulting me. if it is true then i think it is just a phase and it will go away soon. also, i'm not really sure who you are...i'm not sure which msges yr friends told you to write and which ones you wrote yrself...i do over analyze messages but i don't expect mesages to be perfect cos usually when they are perfect, they aren't real. i wanna get to know the real you...
i am falling sooo quickly i don't know if i can pick myself up again...i don't know what to do. i am sooo confused! you make me feel special and i like the way i feel when i'm with you but my guess is that its just a phase. it always is...
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
10:08 pm
yesterday: s'pore idol. we had good seats behind the ceo and minister. the previous day, my chair was taken up by a member of the president's family. we went to kap on the way home and saw squishy and her friends including the one who helped him compose the msges on friday. we played in the park for a while and i had a really good time. it made me feel so young and free like i had nothing to worry abt. we had "who can swing the highest" and "who can throw their shoe furthest" competitions...good innocent fun. i really want you to be yrself and not someone else though.
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Monday, September 25, 2006
3:15 pm
ok last week was terrible...
monday: coffee bean with alpha
tuesday: school, tuition and dinner at bakerzin with stan, eric and jonathan
wednesday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
thursday: i was supposed to go to french but i think i fell asleep
friday: studying at venezia with alpha then a surprise visit to beta's hse
saturday: john tucker must die with stan and eric and little man with stan. i lovee john tucker must die!!! its such a good show!
sunday:
2.30am-the barbie diaries with stan
4.00am-went to visit beta with stan and alpha
4.30am-went to the park
5.00am-went to kap
5.30-went to btp
6.00am-slept outside the hse
6.30am-took a shower
7.00am-fell asleep
1.00pm-woke up and had lunch
4.00pm-met sara for shopping!
5.00pm-had dinner
6.00pm went to the indoor stadium
8.00pm-s'pore idol
10.30pm-got home
sunday was soooo funny! stan said "have you got the key?" and while i screamed "nooo", he closed the door so thats how we got locked out. the security guard at the condo was sleeping so we climbed over the gate. we rang beta's doorbell and called his hse for half an hour cos we didn't know his parents were home and when someone finally opened the door we bolted down the stairs. jonathan called beta and said "is it yr birthday? i came to wish you happy birthday! oh its not yr birthday...oops!" then jon met beta at the park. they talked for a while then alpha and i popped out from the bushes. we went to kap and i had orange juice then we went to btp. the door was open but everything was closed...we got chased out by the security guard. after that, we headed home and banged outside my hse for ages...my sisters and maid are deaf! stan and i slept outside the hse till jellycerr opened the door. while heading out, i had the most amazing luck. the green man lit up the second i arrived at the traffic light, the bus arrived as soon as i sat down at the bus stop, the bus was empty and sara was earlier than me for once! yay sara! hady and jonathan actually sound way better in real life than on tv...they were really good! sara and i were sitting a few rows behind the president!
+ AMEN
2:29 pm
i need to rant!!! i can't believe last week! it is the worst week of my entire life! will blog abt it when i get home later.
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