Saturday, December 30, 2006
7:50 pm
"oh oh! went to robin's party with su. wasn't really rocking or anything but oh well, i made 2 new friends that night! haha. they are tiffany and kimberly. both are from MGS. haha. tiffany and i asked each other what cca we are in like 3 times? haha. we kept forgetting. but now, i remember, tiff is in cross country and kim's in cheer leading. kim look quite like barbie. really! even su agreed! she came into the room all serious and kinda shy. could see she felt kinda awkward at first. but i can't blame her. when me and su went into the room, we felt damn out of place. we barely know anyone there, due to the fact that robin invited people from different tuitions and, of cuz, some people from SJI. i only noticed kim when she got so excited over playing tennis. haha. apparently, she has a bf from acs br and she calls him dude. his name is ian, actually. robin said that ian would be muscular but ian is rather thin. kim even told us his trunk size. haha. such a cute couple. ian calls kim doofus and kim calls ian dude. haha. oh, kim has this english accent cuz she went to england for 3 or 4 years which makes her stand out more. she's rich man. she was carrying a guess handbag and was wearing a roxy bikini inside her blouse which i reckon, is branded too.
oh! haha. su! i remembered robin saying another guy friend of his being muscular. the big chest guy. over rated man.
anyway, we had fun. after playing a little tennis, the four of us wanted to dance but since no one else was, we went downstairs but in the end, we settled down and chit chat instead. and oh boy, i feel damn bad cuz we were well, gossiping about someone. i was kinda grossed out all that. mmm. seems like he has a bad name and people seem to gossip a lot about him. even girls from girls school and blablabla. but i think one of the rumors is totally exaggerated. the one about him making out with his cousin in a movie? far out man. oh, and the M.O.S girls made his balls go blue? i think that's not true. i thought he went home alone straight after? duno. maybe the part where he did it before or the things that are in his room might be true. now i'm much more sure that we can't judge someone by the looks alone cuz seriously, he don't look like that kinda person. and ya, su, i was super taken aback in the room. remember that conversation i had with him? the one about his apologizing for not having my christmas present? when i joked with him and said,"why don't u buy me victoria secrets stuffs?" he said, "ya sure. as long as i can see u in them." he thought that victoria secrets stuffs are all underwear. mmm. ok.
ohoh, su was really strong man. haha. she hit the tennis ball out of the fence. haha. hilarious. it ended up in another person's property."
do i really look like barbie??!!! but i'm not rich though...although, i really wish i was. my house phones are all spoilt so if you wanna contact me, call my hp!!
anyway, today i woke up at 12pm but only got my lazy ass outta bed at 1pm+ then i cooked lunch for myself cos everyone was out except the maids. i cooked pasta with white wine sauce cos i found an opened bottle of white wine in the fridge. went online after lunch hoping that there would be someone to talk to but unfortunately there wasn't. rara asked me to go tanning with her so i changed and cabbed to her place. the taxi driver didn't know where anything was!!! i wanted to go to hillcrest road but he wanted to take me to hillview!! then we wanted to go to sicc but he didn't know where it was nor did he know where sime road was!! plus he didn't speak english!! so you can imagine how hard it was for me to direct him!! well thank goodness we got there before the sun set. i am soooo fat!!! i can feel the fat just building up in my body! rara managed to get burnt but i am still the same colour! mum and dad picked me up and when i got home, i showered then put on a mask! now i am very very very bored!!
yesterday:
icks woke up at 1.30pm! he was supposed to wake up at 11.30am!! met him at 4pm+ at plaza sing. we ate at gelare, walked around carrefour then took the mrt to orchard. we walked all around isetan at wisma but i really couldn't find anything i liked. i had a $60 voucher that i thought i had to use by sunday (31st december 2006) so i was panicking and trying sooo hard to spend it. however, after i spent it, i realised that it expired on 31st december 2007! gee, i'm a genius huh? walked outside boss then went to orange julius. i bought an island shop dress for $19. it was soo cheap, i couldn't resist. headed over to paragon and gucci is having a sale! but the wallet i wanted to get for him was like $530!!! sorry, i don't have that much cash! we walked over to shaw so he could cut his hair. while he was cutting his hair, i bought him a burberry's polo tshirt for his belated christmas present. i wanted to get him white cos he loves wearing white but they didn't have white in his size! so i had to settle for dark blue. after he finished cutting his hair, we both had to rush off. i walked to the borders bus stop and i just missed the bus. i thought 7 went to sunset way but i was wrong! got off the bus at clementi ave 2 and walked all the way to sunset way!!! i was supposed to be at my grand aunt's house at 7pm but i reached there at 9pm!! and boy was i hungry!
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
7:09 pm
i woke up then met sara for a pedicure. i got red as usual. bought a log cake and christmas crackers then went home. the relatives came over for christmas dinner and i was bored as usual cos i have no one to talk to cos i am the oldest cousin. i think the next cousin closest to my age is 7 :s yup, basically that was what i did.
sunday:
went to church then town to shop for presents with icks. talk about last minute shopping. i was supposed to pick rachel up from the airport but i fell asleep. the first thing she did when she came back was clog my toilet!!! i wish she just stayed in japan! after my nap, had dinner then baked christmas cookies from 8pm-12am+. boy! that was tiring! by the time i finished, everyone else was asleep so i had to run all over the hse to find my sister's christmas stocking so i could fill them. i found the stockings at 1am then i filled them, showered and fell asleep. i really hope they appreciated it!
monday:
mum had friends over for christmas lunch and i was bored again! out of all my mum's friend's kids, the closest to my age is like 11. took a nap after lunch then went to namly for dinner at some relative's house. i really don't talk to my relatives and this was the extended family so i was kinda silent.
tuesday:
was supposed to go to sara's hse at 2pm but i wanted to wait for the rain to stop. it never stopped so i cabbed there at 4pm and we cabbed to island creamery so i got to eat the mini baked alaska. we cabbed back to her place so i wasted a lot of $$ on cab fares!! got ready for jeremy's party then icks came and her mum sent us to his house. his house is sooo darn nice! i <3 the pool!! we were kinda extra cos we didn't know anyone so we just talked to each other...how anti-social! icks and i went to kap after then he walked me back to my place. a little bit of drama happened but i shall not elaborate. he took 1h 45min to get home and i was panicking!! he walked all the way to sixth avenue then he cabbed home. crazy dude!!
wednesday:
its days like these when i think that we really can last forever but then one of my moods hits me and i become all pessimistic again. woke up, got ready then cabbed to the clinic with cerr. got $$ from mum then icks and shaun picked us up in a cab and we went to plaza sing. had lunch at long john silvers and watched night at the museum. shaun and angelica sat in front of ian and me. they were sooo silent! icks was hugging me during the movie and i was praying soo hard that they wouldn't turn around. after the movie we went to the arcade. i beat all 3 of them at car racing twice!! we saw this spoilt bratt at the arcade. she couldn't get the toy she wanted so she made her mum waste soo much money on one machine even though everyone else was waiting behind her. in the end, she still couldn't get the toy and she left crying. cerr and i cabbed home then i got ready for beta's party. i was planning on taking a bus to carrot's place to drop off presents but it was raining soo heavily so i couldn't. so sorry!! icks cabbed to my place to put down his stuff then we walked to beta's condo. at first it was soo strange cos i didn't talk to anyone and icks didn't talk to me! but after a while, i made new friends which is kinda amazing cos i am super duper anti-social! su, tiffany, germaine and i tried to play tennis but we were kinda bad so we ended up having a major gossip session. when everyone left, icks and i jumped into the pool. i was wearing a hot pink bikini and he was wearing baby pink trunks. he was freezing, it was sooo funny!! beta's mum thought we were skinny dipping :s beta came down when we were hugging! it was sooo strange!!! i think my face went bright red! he even watched us change after we got out of the pool! i really did not want to be in a bikini in front of him! i felt soo exposed! after, we walked to some place to eat prata. i actually ate outdoors! then we walked back to the park. it was deserted so i suggested we swim in the rain. its one of those crazy things i've always wanted to do but never done. so we swam in the rain! swinging in a bikini in the rain is very very cold!!! we gave up after like a few seconds cos it was soo cold! we found shelter and stayed there till abt 2am. i like hugs a lot!! we showered, ate more supper then i went upstairs to sleep. my stupid air-con was spoilt so i had to sleep with a fan! it was a special night and i liked it!
today:
woke up then went downstairs to see dude who was still sleeping and he stole my bolster! we had lunch then i cabbed to town for the isetan private sale. i didn't buy anything! :( there was nothing that i wanted except for the dior and burberry's bags but they were too expensive. got 2 tshirts for icks though. then we came home for dinner and now i am bored!
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Monday, December 25, 2006
11:22 am
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
12:00 am
went to au petit salut with mum and aunty celia (ex-miss hawaii!!). i had the soup of the day, beef onglet and creme brulee :) then we went to paragon and spent ages in crabtree and evelyn. my mum spent sooo much there!!! like over 1000! she bought 2 $200 hampers, 4 $75 hampers, 1 $100 hamper and tons of other things. i dropped off a hamper at a dental clinic in the medical department and we still needed two extra sales girls plus the three of us to carry the 9 bags to the car. after we dropped off the stuff, my mum bought a top from bcbg and i tried on a lot of dresses. um...bcbg size xs is too big for me :s i think there is something wrong with the sizes. we had tea at bakerzin, i ordered the valrhona chocolate with marshmallows :) then armani exchange! my mum was in a generous mood so i got to pick a dress from ax! but the one that i wanted didn't fit me properly so i got a different dress...the dress is soooo cute!!!!!! we picked up my dad, sent my mum for her facial and headed home for dinner. after dinner, we wrapped a bagillion presents!! it was tiring! but at least it is over...
friday:
woke up early again cos ppl were screaming then went back to sleep till 1pm! had lunch then got ready to watch icks play soccer. mum dropped me off at dover mrt and i felt soo darn over dressed! i had to wear my dress out cos i didn't have time to go home and change before dinner. took the train to kallang then cabbed to the cage...i thought the cage was a nickname for the place but turns out that its actually called the cage! basically, i felt over dressed again and i had no idea what was going on but someone said that icks' team lost to nicolaus' team 25-5...how sad :s gee boys do stink when they play soccer! cabbed to icks' place after and waited for him to shower then cabbed to town. he had tea at tcc then i went to borders to meet michelle. we walked to isetan scotts (sara, pls remember that isetan scotts is the one at shaw not wisma!) and met sara. we wondered around then headed to hyatt. i had fusilli with prawns, olive pesto and sun dried tomatoes at pete's place and the chocolate dessert platter for dessert. we walked to taka after dinner and spied on icks and his family! the bus on the way home was soo ridiculously crowded!!! i would never have a kid unless i have a car! i don't think that its right to have a kid without a car. i mean, raising a kid is expensive and if i don't have enough $$ to get a car then i don't have enough to give my kid the life he/she deserves. i got soo fed up on the way home! stupid mother wouldn't answer her phone! i called 6 different numbers!! no one picked up!! when she finally did, she wouldn't tell me where she was and she asked me to take a cab home then she hung up and turned her phone off!!! BITCH!!! she doesn't give me money, i am super duper broke cos she wouldn't pay for any of my friends christmas presents so where the hell does she expect me to get $$ for a cab??!!! by then, i was already at farrer road and when i called home, i found out that there was money in the wallet in the kitchen!! got off the bus at chinese high and cabbed home cos i couldn't stand any longer, my feet were dying!! no one understands how horrid i feel...i hate it when she does that to me!!!
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
10:27 pm
today:
woke up, washed up, watched debbie travis painted house, had lunch, separated more m&ms while i waited for icks to come. icks finally arrived and we watched superman returns. during the movie i put on a facial mask for him! i love putting on masks for other ppl! its soo fun! we went to boon tong kee for dinner and i had my favourite veg and tofu! :) then we wandered around courts (he thought it was ikea) and he made me go to this place where there were soo many bees! :( we walked back and played at the park, we hadn't been there in ages! it was fun :) but some stupid lady was hogging my swing! i talked with him and it ended in a hug but i am still worried abt soo many things!
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
11:01 pm
woke up, had lunch, went to town and was very very bored waiting for my mum! finally went to united square to get some stuff then headed home for dinner. ok so today was a hell of a boring day!
i hate it when i talk to someone and they don't listen, half the time i feel like i'm talking to myself and no one is listening to me. i will go on and on and on abt something that is really bugging me and at the end of my long speech, the person just acts as if i said nothing! well i guess its not one particular person, a lot of ppl in my life are like that. i think i might even be like that! though it is terrible i must say! i really need someone to talk to now, someone to listen to all my problems and give me good advice. i think i am desperate for good advice right now. i have tons of problems! my problems range from friverlous ones to really deep ones. like what on earth can i get icks for christmas and my mother is being a pain in the ass! i can't stand ppl who have no sense of time! i hate it! she doesn't care who waits for her and everyone is wrong except for her!! she hates it when ppl cancel an appointment at my dad's clinic but how many times has she cancelled a reservation at a restaurant or a hair appointment, etc... its all the same! she can do no wrong in her eyes! and don't even get me started on how disorganised and unreasonable she is! i really can't take it anymore! christmas is becoming a drag! i remember when christmas was soo much fun! i really really miss those days...i just wish someone understood me...
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Monday, December 18, 2006
11:15 pm
was very very boring! went to town and did some stuff that needed to be done, ate fried rice in the clinic, met my mum then took a cab home with rachel. slept in the afternoon and sent rachel to the airport after dinner.
SHE IS GONE!!!
sunday:
went to church then met my family minus one in town. it felt more like a family with rachel gone...i looked at my sisters and my parents and we actually looked like a family! like no one could mistake rachel for my mother since she wasn't there. angelica spoke to me a lot more and natty is always fun to play with...i felt closer to my sisters with her gone. we did a whole lot of christmas shopping after lunch and boy was it tiring! my dad loves to chuck stuff into the basket, my mum loves to get distracted, angelica loves to whine ("can we go home noww!!") and natty loves to get lost. basically, my family is very disorganised and it drove me nuts!! i fell asleep as soon as we got home but i was rudely woken up by my mum who is a very demanding person! she needed some presents immediately so i had to suffer. some relatives came over for dinner cos my mum made popiah. i finished off my christmas cards and i really hope everyone gets them cos i'm not sure if i put the right stamps on them. icks finally figured out how to use his webcam! so we had a video conversation, yayers!!
today:
woke up at 9am then slept till 12.30pm when i finally dragged my sorry self out of bed. met icks in town at 2pm and we watched the holiday. after the movie, we walked and we walked and we walked some more. i bought yongs, carrot, thingOne and myself matching tops! its their christmas presents so next time we have our starbucks outing, we can all go matching! i also bought rara's present and i really really didn't know what to get so i figured that make up was the best solution. icks bought his mum and dad's presents and boy is he a fussy customer! had dinner at paragon then icks did some grocery shopping. the paragon taxi queue was massive!! it was the longest queue i have ever seen, my dad couldn't pick me up plus it was pourring and the phone lines for booking cabs were busy! i think there is something abt long taxi queues that makes me do strange things. icks asked if i wanted his dad to send me home and after looking at the queue for abt 5 minutes, i said yes! just before his dad came, he was shaking which made me even more nervous and i couldn't breathe! the whole time i was praying "please don't let me be seen in the rear view mirror!". yup so i am home now and very very tired!
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
5:32 pm
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Friday, December 15, 2006
11:41 pm
i am soo bored, so very bored. it makes me bored when skies are grey. you'll never know now, how bored i am now so please take my boredom away!!
I MISS YOU SOO DARN MUCH!!
woke up then had a very large breakfast. sausages, pate with mini biscuits and orange juice. went to meet icks and joshua at sixth avenue. i can't believe that i went all the way down there just to say bye then leave! what on earth possesed me to do so?! i think i know the answer but i'm soo scared that it may be true. took a bus to school and it felt good to walk into school in fbts knowing that i can't be booked. i walked all the way up to the 3rd level to find that our lockers were taken away and my pencil case as well as my chem book is now M.I.A. :( thingOne, carrot, yongs, den and twins were the only people at training! i don't understand whats happened to the squad!! michhy came around 12.30pm and training ended an hour early so i followed her to town at 1.00pm. she met joy and her bf for job interviews and i went to meet my mum. it took ages for me to get my mum out of the clinic and when i finally did, she got me a sony laptop :D it wasn't the one i wanted but the guy told me that the two laptops were the same just that the one with the built in camera was $1000 more expensive so he gave me a free webcam. i wanted pink but it was sold out everywhere so i had to settle for green. its ok though cos i love my new green sony laptop!! my mum also bought an antique looking phone and a canon photo printer thingy. gosh! she spent a bomb!
tuesday:
was woken up at the unearthly hour of 9am!! i eventually got outta bed at 9.40am then mum, rachel, cerr, natty, jubilee and i headed to concourse. we bought wrapping paper, christmas cards, gift tags, chocolate, etc...mum sent us back home then i took a bus to ikea and carrot & thingOne alighted the same bus. we took ages to find a table! i had meatballs, potato salad and daim cake for lunch :) yum! we spent like 3 hours in ikea and i bought a ton of stuff for christmas presents. we cabbed back to my place and separated m&ms!! pictures of our pretty m&ms will be uploaded later. we talked a lot abt things we're not supposed to know and all our stories. it was fun!
wednesday:
i can't stand it when ppl scream in the house! was woken up at 9am!! went back to sleep till 12pm then got ready to go to town. had lunch at home then left. picked up some stuff at armani then headed to kino to buy something for someone who is M.I.A. i was soo sad cos i didn't get what i wanted but i guess it was second best. michelle and i went to cine to watch eragon but we were early so we went to tcc for drinks and the strawberry mousseline thingy. i really should stick to my raspberry tea freeze and not be adventurous. eragon was a good show but i can't stand trilogies cos by the time the next movie comes out, you forget what happened in the previous movie. went to my dad's clinic after the show, waited for him, got bored, went to cold storage, bought more m&ms and he was finally done. grandparents picked us up for dinner and we went to rtc's dining room. i had the appetizer bar, cream of brocolli soup, rib-eye steak with red wine sauce and mango souffle. i was soo stuffed by the end of dinner, i couldn't walk! i never realised how much my family spends on eating out...gee its a lot! after i showered, jelly cerr helped me sort more m&ms but even though we sorted 3 more packets, the amount of m&ms didn't seem to increase :s i guess i need more m&ms
thursday:
woke up, cooked pasta for lunch, got ready then mum sent me to hyatt. she bought me champagne truffles and chocolate croissants :) went to borders and found out how much i had on my gift card. who would have thought that it would be hard for me to shop? i spent ages trying to find something to buy and eventually, i bought p.s. i love you, if only you could see me now, prestige, seventeen and two pens. i must have walked around borders like ten times! met yongs at centrepoint and dropped off our stuff then met carrot and thingOne at starbucks. we talked and i had my hot chocolate :) walked around afterwards then yongs and i took an mrt to city hall to meet bingho and andrew. we took an mrt to simei and someone's mum picked us up. icks is sooo mean!!!! we travelled all the way there and he tells us to go home! plus he called me annoying and not in a joking way, he meant it :( oh he hung up on me too. the sadest thing is that when i woke up that morning, i started jumping around cos i was soo excited that i would get to see him. i am sooo pissed!! we watched some skits then we took a bus back to the mrt station, took the mrt to clementi and my dad picked us up and dropped bingho and andrew at the market. yongs and i ate when we got home then movies! stick it and save the last dance 2 but we kinda fell asleep during the second movie.
friday:
woke up at 9 and went back to sleep as usual. woke up again at 11.30pm, washed up and had lunch. we took a bus to city hall and i took the train to tanah merah to pick up icks. we cabbed to his place and i waited for him then we cabbed to my place and watched d.o.a and he fell asleep...pig! he had to go back for dinner so he left and i fell asleep.
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Monday, December 11, 2006
9:43 pm
1. Song playing at the moment?
none
2. Reasons for living?
God
3. Do you think you're ok?
no not really
4. Ever donated blood?
no
5. Fav. colours?
PINK!
6. Accessories you usually wear?
earrings
7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past.
bottom of my broken heart
8. Last place you went to?
my dad's clinic
9. Last person you went out with?
my mum to buy my laptop!
10. The most exciting sport?
CHEER NO QUESTION! I REALLY HOPE YOU GUYS REMEMBER THAT
11. Ever had a baby?
no
12. Movie you wanna watch?
eragon and the holiday
13. Any piercing?
ears
14. The most romantic gift?
i guess my birthday presents from icks
15. Act on stage before?
yup
16. Struck by lightning before?
no
17. Danced with your loved ones before?
yup
18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
yup i do but i know that all things happen for a reason so time shouldn't be turned back.
19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex?
..........
20. One song that's meaningful to you?
mighty to save
21. Missing whoever now?
ICKS! RARA! actually a lot of ppl
22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
going to ikea with carrot and thingone
23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
no
24. One thing you really regret doing or have done?
i regret a lot of things
25. Do people like you?
i hope so!
26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
i don't play computer games but i was sooo bored this afternoon that i played solitare, hearts and freecell
27. people who mean a lot to you at the moment?
lots and lots and lots of ppl. icks, rara, michelle, shiyou, suyee, yongs, carrot, thingone, thingtwo (i haven't seen you in ages!!), etc...
28. The colour of your bed?
purple :)
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
hate is a very strong word so no
30. What do you wish to happen now?
i really wanna do well for Os!
31. Last time you ate pizza?
i can't remember
32. Ever been given a ring?
i gave myself a ring when i was small :)
33. Do people think you're weird?
yup
34. Movies now showing that you hate?
i dislike horror shows but not hate
35. Most important thing in your room?
my phone!
36. Last movie watched?
deck the halls
37. Last television show watched?
so you think you can dance
38. Who is the person you want to see right now?
icks
39. Ever called a person useless?
yes
40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
sometimes
41. Where did you take your friendster default pic?
school
42. What exactly are you wearing right now?
ck boxers and a big tshirt
43. What is your current problem?
i have lots of problems but right now, i think the biggest problem is boredom
44. What makes you most happy?
icks
45. Has anyone close to you died recently?
no
46. Do you ever watch mtv?
occasionally
47. What is someone that really annoys you?
who is someone that really annoys you? or what is something that really annoys you? rachel and being broke respectively
5 people to do this:
i can't think of anyone who has access to a com right now and has a blog
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
8:00 pm
he said,"you know what i realised? your waist is quite big for a girl."
to him, quite always means very! FOR YOUR INFORMATION, 27 is not my waist size!!! it is the size of the pants i buy to wear on my hips!!! has anyone ever seen me wearing something on my waist?! my waist is 24!!! and i am very happy with it!!!
ok forget abt that, i have an announcement to make
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
10:34 pm
| Your Birthdate: December 2 |
 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. |
| You Were Born Under: |
 Popular and crafty, you are a master at the art of seduction. You are intelligent and intuitive - and make a savvy businessperson. You live life to the fullest, even if it means maxing out your credit cards. Many people are secretly (and hopelessly) in love with you. You are most compatible with a Rooster or Ox. |
| Your Life is 73% Perfect |
 Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. |
| You Are 8% Nerdy |
 You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns! |
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7:12 pm
IAN
icks dear, you really need to learn how to smile! :) but its ok, i like you anyway. what on earth would i do without you?! you brought me through the whole O level period and i definitely couldn't have done it without you. i'm sooo grateful for everything you have done for me and putting up with me takes a whole lot of effort and perseverence so i haffta congratulate you for lasting this long! approximately 2 months or by your count, 2 months 5 days. you can make me do things that no one else can make me do and you are really really special!
<3 Forever You & I
SARA
rara!! my bestest shopping buddy!! you are really a great friend and you have helped me through a lot of things! imagine if you weren't there when frogy broke up with me, i think i would have died! you can be serious and you can be totally crazy which is just the kinda friend i need. i think outta everyone, you understand me best. i mean, who else would understand all those stupid and crazy things we say and do??!! you gave me sooo much confidence, my life just wouldn't be the same without you!
sara, you're my dumb blonde hottie!! <3 friends forever!
MICHELLE
my seating partner for 1 1/2 years! i can't imagine being in A2 without you! i think if i didn't meet you, i would still be that quiet girl who never said a word. you listened to all my crap for like 1 1/2 years and i still don't know much abt your halves. i really should listen more huh? i think you're the most motherly out of our group of 8, well you and shiyou and you are oh soo smart!! even weilin asks you questions! you are the master of physics, chem and chinese! don't forget my doughnut shop when you open your kindergarten!
SHIYOU(SHANNEN)
thanks so much for inviting me to worship! it was kinda the start of me becoming a christian again. you would really go a long way for your friends and i'm grateful for that. will miss you truck loads when you go to trinity!!
SUYEE
"YOU'RE ON MY LAST NERVE". now everytime i hear that, i will think of you! you are definitely not fat, no matter what you say! i know you will make it to VJC so all the best there!
MEL
melly welly!! you make me laugh a lot!! you are sooo amazingly smart yet you have the craziest ideas! so where is our 5 day holiday and our christmas party?? good luck with joel and good luck in hwa chong!
LAIYEE
the most diciplined class chairperson ever! and part of our group of 8. i think you could possibly be a president's scholar one day.
JAZZY
thanks for the shout out! <3 much love! i don't think mrs tan ever grew to like us and i think she still expects us to be back next year since we are sec 2? i'm gonna really miss those library days too! free periods were so much more fun with you and munch! you are soo smart too! and your geog is way better than mine! an A2 is much better than a B4!! i think i've let you listen to a fair amount of crap too so i guess we're even? don't forget to keep smiling! :D
MANSHEEL
i've known you since sec2 from those days when my house was your second home to those library days in sec3 and 4 till now. its been really great having you as a friend! i'm not really sure how charis and i grew apart from sec2 to sec3 but i'm glad that we still remained friends! boys come and go but friends are forever! i guess we really experienced that huh? we were there during each others break ups and during the good times as well. remember, if you ever need someone to listen to you, i'm always here! :)
DEBBIE
my bio buddy! you brighten up the class with your guitar! everyone from all across the level and even the school come to A2 to listen to debbie and her famous guitar. thanks soo much for inviting me to church camp! i read your blog whenever you update and you are such an inspiration! one of the most holy people i know, i think just reading your blog is enough to make anyone believe in God.
KYRA
yongsie is like totally amazing!! she can dance, she can sing, she can tumble, she can cheer and she's oh soo nice!! one of my favourite juniors! i know you guys can win nationals 2007 and i know you will definitely train hard! we must have starbucks again soon!
CARROT
carrot is super duper nice! i think you were one of the first few sizzlers i spoke to. we had a ton of great sizzler outings and we should have lots lots more!
THINGS!
joanna and xueqi! i think out of all the sizzlers, i was closest to you two. don't be scared! be bold, shake hard and shout loudly!
alright, i'm very tired and i think thats all the shout outs i wanna do! i guess it kinda got shorter and shorter as i went along but oh well, i guess i will edit it another day.
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
8:31 pm
woke up at 11.30am and rushed to pack for camp. got to kap at abt 12.55pm (i am never late!) then shiyou's dad sent us to st andrew's village. we got there at abt 1.30pm so we put our stuff in the dorm and went for worship. we were in group F and we met our group at worship. our group consisted of mark bala, debbie, bryan, melissa, andre, gabriel, neil, shiyou and me. after worship, there were very dirty games!! i will try to list them all if i can remember them
1. arranging the books of the old testament in order
2. crawling through detergent, water and egg then sticking our heads in chicken stock then running
3. some puzzle thingy
4. another puzzle thingy but everytime we got something wrong, a water bomb was thrown at us
5. trying to extinguish candles
6. running to a bar of soap covered in mud, grass and chilli sauce (i had to rub it on my butt, my forehead and my nose)
7. human bowling but it was sooo slippery, everyone ended up rolling in the mud after they slid across the mat covered in water and detergent
ok i can't remember anymore...basically, i was an absolute mess after the games! after we showered, there was dinner then night games. in the game, we lived in sing land where religion was banned so we had to complete tasks to either get a license or save our captured group leader. the tasks at the stations were almost impossible so we had to surrender items worth points (eg. handphone is 150 points) to get our next clue. every other group surrendered everything except their bibles. however, my group surrendered bala's mp3 first then 7 bibles. we went for supper after the game then bedtime.
monday:
i woke up at 4.45am!!! got ready then boarded the bus at 5.30am to east coast park. we had worship, quiet time and breakfast then visited Andrew and Grace home for teenagers. we cleaned up the home and there were an amazing amount of leaves on the ground!! arrived back at st andrew's village at 12.30pm then had lunch, worship and a workshop on the gifts of the holy spirit. i think the workshop was what i went to camp for. it was the most meaningful part of the camp for me. when the teacher asked everyone who wanted to be touched by the holy spirit to stand, i was very hesitant. i was sooo scared cos i didn't know what to expect. what if nothing happened? what if it wasn't what i thought it would be? but i stood up anyway. every single time a speaker asked that, i always wanted to stand but i never did so i figured that i couldn't miss another opportunity. when a lady prayed for me, i started crying and shaking uncontrollabley then shiyou prayed for me and i spoke in tongues! it was only a little bit and i had no idea what i was saying but it just kinda came out of me. after, i kinda just sat there quietly listening to the songs and shiyou went to pray for weilin. i don't really know where to go from here. if you know abt my past, you would know how confused i am. when the workshop was over, i showered and had dinner. there was a theme talk after dinner and ministry time. the pastor shared and we had worship during the time but i was sooo drained from the day that it was as though only half of me was there. i know thats really bad of me and i shouldn't have done that. after supper, slept at 2am that night.
tuesday:
woke up at 7.30am and had breakfast. packed my stuff after breakfast then we had quiet time. by the time i arrived for clean up duty, all the cleaning up was done already. so we had a debrief in the hall and we took photos!! took the bus back to barker and met icks! i missed him sooo much!! cabbed home, showered and went to british club for lunch. had an interesting conversation with shaun on msn...icks is really really sweet! shaun logged on to ian's msn so ian is shaun and i am :)
ian says: (5:21:35 PM)
he only likes one person
ian says: (5:21:41 PM)
his girlfriend
:) says: (5:21:45 PM)
you can like more than one person
ian says: (5:21:46 PM)
he is mad
:) says: (5:21:49 PM)
why
ian says: (5:21:53 PM)
before her birthday
ian says: (5:22:01 PM)
he bought soo many things
ian says: (5:22:08 PM)
n he also baked a cake
ian says: (5:22:26 PM)
he spent 5 hours doing all the crazy things
:) says: (5:22:32 PM)
well that was very nice of him
:) says: (5:22:58 PM)
i'm not bluffing you
ian says: (5:22:59 PM)
he is mad
ian says: (5:23:14 PM)
i talked to him last night
:) says: (5:23:32 PM)
about?
ian says: (5:23:47 PM)
and i asked him how to love someone
ian says: (5:24:05 PM)
then he told me about his girlfriend in a fairytale
ian says: (5:24:29 PM)
he said he will do anything for this girl
ian says: (5:24:33 PM)
he is insane
:) says: (5:24:45 PM)
thats what love is
:) says: (5:24:51 PM)
unconditional love
ian says: (5:25:02 PM)
then he took some stupid neoprint n looked at it
ian says: (5:25:12 PM)
n he will not show me
ian says: (5:25:22 PM)
he is really bad
:) says: (5:25:28 PM)
you want the best for the ones you love, no matter what
ian says: (5:25:38 PM)
wad is unconditional
ian says: (5:25:45 PM)
he also said
ian says: (5:25:54 PM)
if his gf went away with another guy
ian says: (5:26:02 PM)
he will be very very sad
ian says: (5:26:19 PM)
n he will not get into another relationship
ian says: (5:26:38 PM)
because he told me that this will be his last
ian says: (5:26:53 PM)
i think he needs to go to the mental hospital already
ian says: (5:27:00 PM)
he is crazy
joshua and him came over to my place at 7pm and we had dinner. after dinner, they played doa with my sisters. we left the hse at 11.30pm. we told my parents that we were going to flow but instead, we went to kap and btp to play pool. i suck at pool and i looked like an idiot! i slept at like 3.30am!
today:
icks woke me up at 10.30am! we lazed around at home till after lunch then we cabbed to his hse and dropped joshua off along the way. we watched deck the halls but both of us were kinda dead though. yup so thats basically it.
after our shower(sunday)
debbie and my attempt to take a photo of the full moon(monday night)
me squishy ellen jean(tuesday)
a very strange photo...(tuesday)
ellen jean me judith(tuesday)
group photo(tuesday)
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
4:39 pm
friday: my mum had the usual party for me with my relatives and her friends. it was such a bore! but the presents were great! everyone gave me double of what they usually give me (eg. someone who usually gives $50 gave $100). i think everyone thought i was turning eighteen or something.
saturday: alpha came over at 2am. he baked me a cake, bought godiva chocolates and a dkny bag. he is really really sweet!! but the presents weren't the best bit. he did something which really shows how much he cares abt me (i can't say what it is cos i pinky promised that i wouldn't). i slept from 5.30am-10am so you can guess how tired i was. i went to the clinic with my mum and got a pedicure then i came home and slept. when i woke up, i got ready and arrived at pete's place at 6.55pm, remember, i am always early! thanks suyee, michelle and shiyou for being on time! sara, jeremy and ian were all extremely late! which completely spoilt my birthday cos i didn't ask for any presents, the one thing i really wanted for my birthday was for everyone to be on time and i specifically told sara and ian that. anyway, after dinner sara, ian and i went to clarke quay to take photos. sara slept over and we got back around 11.30pm
my little blue box!
me suyee michelle shiyou
icks and koal
so much for formal namecards...
fish pose!
group photo!
natty!!
with our namecards
my very chocolatey cake
two nincompoops ganged up against me!
i love this photo!
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Friday, December 01, 2006
8:50 pm
| You Are a Winter |
 You look ravishing in: Black, burgundy, emerald green, hot pink, icy colors, navy blue, red, royal purple, and white |
| Your Fragrance Profile |
 The best calming fragrance: jasmine The best fragrance for everyday wear: sandalwood The best fragrance to boost your sex appeal: rose The best fragrance for energy: peppermint |
| Your Toes Should Be Dark Red |
 Sexy and a little dangerous, you give off a totally vampy vibe. Your flirting style: Straight forward and seductive Your ideal guy: Powerful and a little intimidating Stay away from: Mama's boys |
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