MY LORD AND SAVIOUR

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

8:58 pm

english tuition is stressful!!

well its been a whole month! despite many saying it would last for 2 weeks, we made it to a month. rara says i'm scared to admit i like you for 2 reasons. 1) i am soooo afraid of getting hurt 2) you are not the kinda guy i usually like. i wonder if beta knows yet...hmmm i actually really wanna see his reaction.

everyone lets take a poll! tag on my tagboard. do you think it will last or not?

chem prac was amazing! no gases and i could almost do the extension question!! yayers!

+ AMEN

Monday, October 30, 2006

10:01 pm

yesterday: went out with my family to watch doa. my family annoys the shit outta me! my dad asks me to go look at thee ck sale. i say, "why bother, its not like yr gonna buy me anything". he said he would if it was worth it so i went to look. i fell in love with this pair of jeans! and they were cheaper than levis ladies style but guess what? he didn't buy them for me. they were so worth it! drop dead gorgeous! i also got scolded for not knowing the price of a cardigan. my mum was like "how can you not know the price. you always do that!......etc.......". we were going to look at the cardigan after i got scolded so i hadn't even gone near it...how thee hell was i supposed to know the price?! anyway, doa was really really good!
today: woke up at 11ish then alpha came over at 2. we watched my super ex-girlfriend and i attempted to roller blade. i could move! but i couldn't stop so i ended up scraping my knee cos someone took sooo long to stop me! my mum kinda caught him in my room and she called me a prostitute...what kind of a mother is that?! if thats what my own mother thinks abt me then who know what the rest of the world thinks...

+ AMEN

Sunday, October 29, 2006

12:41 pm

from shiyou

Layer one: on the outside

Name: Kimberley Ong
Birthday: 2nd December
eye colour: brown
hair colour: dark brown/black?
righty or lefty: lefty!
zodiac: snake/saggitaurius
current status: attached

Layer two: on the inside

your heritage: chinese
your fears: spider, lizards, cockroaches, bugs, darkness, blood, lots of things actually
your weakness: i have too many weaknesses and i think i wrote them on a previous post

Layer three:yesterday, today, tommorow

your thoughts first waking up: i wanna go back to sleep
your bedtime: 11pm! however, i haven't been following that
your most missed memory: england and sizzlers<3

Layer four:your Pick

Pespsi or coke: don't like fizzy drinks
macs or burger king: none. be healthy :)
single or group dates: i've never been on a group date but i think it would be fun. but single is more romantic
adidas or nike: nike
lipton or nestea: i don't drink tea
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
coffee or cappuccino: i don't drink either

Layer five: do u

smoke: no and i disapprove of smoking
curse: sometimes
take a shower: ...what kind of a question is that??
have a crush: is mine counted?
think you have been in love: yes
want to get married: definately
believe in yourself: nope
think u're health freak: not really

Layer six: the past month

drank alcohol: no unless pink champagne truffle mooncakes count
been to the mall: duh! its me we're talking abt
been on stage: yup loongest day!
eaten sushi: unfortunately yes
been dumped: not in the past month
dyed your hair: in pri6 but not now

Layer seven: have u ever?

have you ever been in the stripped game: ;)
change whoever u were to fit in: huh?

Layer Eight: getting old

are u hoping to get married: been dreaming abt it since i was 4

Layer nine: in a girl/guy

fav eyes colour: blue/brown
best hair colour: i don't like guys who dye their hair so anything natural

Layer ten: what are u doing?

one min ago: typing
1 hr ago: having french tuition
5 hrs ago: sleeping
1 week ago: having lunch
1 year ago: celebrating cos it was the holidays!

Layer eleven: complete the sentence

I love: God, shopping, cheerleading, singing in the shower, eating, sleeping, my friends
I feel: tired
I hate: i'm trying not to hate but i strongly dislike backstabbers, boyfriend stealers, my enemies, ppl who hurt me
I hide: some of my insecurities
I miss: lots of things like going to church, shopping, being free
I need to: be a better person

+ AMEN

Saturday, October 28, 2006

9:46 pm

1. Are you photogenic?
nooo

2. What time do you go to bed?
normally 11 but everyone has been keeping me up recently

3. What was the last thing you did before this?
ate a brownie

4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
alpha? or sara?

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
sara

6. What's on your mind right now ?
end of Os!

7. Which do you prefer? American idol or Singapore idol? (i changed it)
american idol duh! what kind of a question is that??

8. With whom do you have the most fun?
sizzlers!

9. Which movie do you wanna watch now?
step up!

10. When was the last time you went out? Who did you go out with?
today with my mum and two sister :(

11. What do you hate the most for now?
exams!

12. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
watch tv, talk on the phone, dream abt shopping

13. Colors that make you happy ?
pink!

14. Favourite thing/s in your room ?
bed, laptop, tv

15. Miss someone?
yup

16. Plan to buy something?
clothes!

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
kinda

18. Do you like seafood?
nope

19. Breakfast or dinner?
if i can wake up in time for breakfast then breakfast but dinner is nice too although really expensive

20. Do you like chocolates?
didn't before but now i do. leonidas gianduja!

21. Do you have a laptop?
yup

22. What's your favorite fast food?
curley fries!

23. Cats or dogs?
dogs! i'm not a cat person

24. Salty or sweet?
popcorn? salty but i don't like popcorn

25. Urban or rural?
urban

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
probably

27. Are you athletic?
nooo

28. Favourite bands for now?
i don't really listen to music and i am seriously outdated

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
yup

30. What do you wear to bed?
big t and fbts/ck boxers

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
no!

32. Coke or pepsi?
i don't like fizzy drinks

33. Sugar or spice?
sugar cos i'm sweet like that ;)

34. Can you use chopsticks?
incorrectly but it works

35. Do you care about getting good grades?
i'm not sure

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
yup

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
i wish i had more money but i don't really want a job

38. Is your mom strict?
she tries to be but she does it all wrong

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
no

40. Do your parents trust you?
no

41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
no

42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
i hardly talk to one of them and i lost the other one

43. Do you make friends quickly?
not at all

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
no

45. What do you and your parents fight about most?
everything. they find things to scold me abt.

46. If you love someone and her/she rejected you, what would you do to him/her?
make them regret it

47. Can you sing or rap?
nooooo

48. If you had one wish , who would you make your wife/husband for life?
i'm not gonna answer that

+ AMEN

8:05 pm

thanks for being there for me! it means a lot to me :) i know that you are the only person who will pick up my call at 7.30am even though you are sleeping. i can always count on you for that.

yesterday: french was actually quite alright. i wrote an essay on a fire and an essay on a flood. i wrote an essay on a fire before so it was ok. however, i didn't know what flood was in french so i said "the water covered the road" and i think i used the wrong word for cover. after french i went to the boss ladies sale and i only bought one spag! i loved sooo many things but there was something wrong with all of them! i loved this jacket that was too small for me and $368, i loved this top that was too big for me and $104, i loved this other top that was perfect but $150 and i loved this suit that was too big for me and $568, all prices after less. alpha came over at night and we ordered pizza. we watched tv, baked brownies and played tai tee with natty. my parents almost caught him though.

today: i had tuition and just when i left the taxi stand, shaun went to the taxi stand so i missed him! my mum brought natty, jelly and me for sushi. i hate sushi! makes me feel sick! went to dad's clinic after that. just as we were abt to leave, alpha called and said his family were in centerpoint so i said,"going to centerpoint for ten mintues. be back soon." to my parents and rushed outta the clinic before they could reply. on saturdays centerpoint is pretty crowded so you can guess how hard it was to find 4 ppl i have never seen before in that crowd. well i did find them eventually! i was waiting for them to split up like alpha said so i could ask shaun if he was shaun but after i found them, i lost them so i ran all over robinsons looking for them. from the cosmetics to the ladies to the mens to the kitchenware and bed linen to the kids and beds section. i still couldn't find them though. then my dad called me so i had to go back. alpha arrived shortly after i left so i missed him too! why do i always miss everyone?! i think i have a thing for missing ppl. i took a nap when i got home and when i woke up everyone was gone, even my maid! just cooked pasta and now i am really really bored in my room.

+ AMEN

Thursday, October 26, 2006

8:13 pm

arrived in school at 6.45 and found nat chin. yay!! we have ours shirts! i just wish it had everyone's names on it so 50years down the road i can remember all of you. went for worship before prac. it was really nice...i felt more calm than ever. i really should go to church but where? i'm open to suggestions. i miss church and i need to try to be a better person. prac was ok i guess but i left 4marks blank cos i didn't have time. up till now i still don't know if its supposed to be a curve or straight line but i'm soo sure its a straight line. sara and i went crazy after prac during quarrentine. we sung songs for 4 hours!! i sound like a horse now :( we started with christmas songs then went on to old songs and disney songs.

when i got home, my mum agreed to take me to a sale. yayers! but the sale was crap for girls anyway. they had french connection guys tops for $29.90 and valentino mens suits for $249 but i'm not a guy so the only thing i bought was ck boxers :'(

its really unfair! the condition for rachel to go to japan was that she had to do well for end of year exams. she is in the worst express class in new town secondary school and their papers are easy peasy lemon squeezey! she did well enough to go according to my parents. she got 3rd in class. how much did she get? .....L1R5=26points!!!! if that gets her to japan then i should be given a trip around the world! "at least she passed everything"-my dad.

+ AMEN

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

7:25 pm

my leg hurts sooo badly!!! remind me never to push myself really hard for splits. went to coduroy & finch for lunch with alpha. he had linguni with mushrooms and noilly prat(?), german potato salad with chives. i had a sirloin burger with salad and fries, creamed spinach and we shared a strawberry tiramisu. yum! but ohhhh i can feel the fat! we watched you, me and dupree afterwards but i still have no idea what happens in the show even though i have watched it twice. i guess i never pay attention. but he is worse than me! one hour into the show he says, "oh is that guy's name dupree?"...hes slower than me! i wanna blog abt menoanus but he won't let meee!!! i like you a lot too, yup i do.
its ok, we will learn to be better ppl. it could be worse right? we could think the world of ourselves and not care if we are bad ppl or not. at least we accept the fact that we need to improve.

+ AMEN

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

8:47 pm

oh my goodness! oh my goodness! oh my goodness! i feel like cursing my ass off right now! i had more than 7hours of tuition today!
10 00-12 40 french tuition
14 00-18 00 amath tuition
20 00-20 40 english with my grandma
to make matters worse, i slept past 2am yesterday cos i was waiting for someone to sing me a song and i woke up at 8am to do my french hw cos being me, i didn't do it. my eyebags are the size of montana!!! during lunch, for the first time ever, natty decided to sit next to me and what did she do? she spilt barley all over me! the only good thing abt today was that i had rack of lamb for dinner with garlic mash potatoes and portobello mushrooms. my daddy makes the best rack of lamb! i ate with my hands so i got fat all over my fingers so i had to wash my hands with detergent 5 times. i feel so fat and pimpley!!

+ AMEN

Monday, October 23, 2006

10:30 pm

what an unhealthy end to my really healthy day :( went to coduroy & finch after dinner for dessert. i had a salad, 4 different chocolate cakes, vanilla icecream, hot chocolate with marshmallows plus i sampled natty's strawberry tiramisu and vanilla milkshake, angelica's warm chocolate pudding and chocolate fudge milkshake and my dad's caramel pudding. oh how fattening!!! but i feel like eating more chocolate now! ahhhh i miss leonidas chocolate i want them sooo badly to add on to my really unhealthy day.i shall be the healthiest person on earth tomorrow i shall have greens for breakfast, beans for lunch and carrots for dinner. although i dont really like carrots but i eat them cause they're good for me!

+ AMEN

7:01 pm

i feel sooo healthy today!! i ate oat cereal for breakfast, macaroni soup for lunch and chicken casserole for dinner. oats are good for me, soup is good for me too and it was home made so no msg and chicken casserole is lean meat with veg and barely any carbs. plus i went to the gym!! i was playing around most of the time but my body aches soooo much now! memo to myself: never wear spanky pants to the gym! i felt sooo exposed!

+ AMEN

2:55 pm

KIMBERLEY ONG FINISHED STUDYING THE WHOLE OF ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!! ok so most ppl have probably finished studying the whole book but for me its a big achievement!! do i feel accomplished? extremely!

my greatest weaknesses:
-lack of self-discipline
-selfish
-unable to express love
-cold
-stubborn
-slightly insane (not in a good way)
-fierce
-mean
-cowardly
-proud
-evil
-judgemental

my goodness! i'm everything bad that exists!! me=bad person :'(

my aim: to become a better person

+ AMEN

1:30 pm

why am i so cold??? i'm not able to express my love for anyone!! i think its best for me to not love cos if i do, the ones i love will be the ones who suffer. its frustrating!! i have all this love in my heart and it just seems to come out all wrong...i wish i knew how to show my love. anyone who can teach me pls do!

+ AMEN

Sunday, October 22, 2006

2:16 pm

you're amazing...i think you know me better than i think you do. you really showed that you care last night...you could tell something was wrong and i didn't even know i was giving a look. somehow now i believe that you will protect me, protect me in a way frogy never did. you make me feel so special...could it be love? maybe...why did i show you my box? the box no one else has seen even after 3yrs with frogy...i guess it just felt right like i could trust you...i'm still pretty confused myself...

+ AMEN

Saturday, October 21, 2006

10:33 pm

yay! dinner was sooo yummy! i went to jaan at swisshotel. the view was amazing! to tell you how expensive the restaurant was, i will tell you the price of the pumpkin soup...$34!!! i had duck liver for appetizers, duck leg for main and apple tart for dessert. i love it there! the ppl are sooo nice! they kept offering me more bread and chocolates. this guy proposed to this girl there...it was sooo sweet! my sister is sooo.......my mum told her to wear something nice and what did she wear? a billabong denim skirt and a huge op top with sports shoes and high socks! she is soo clueless! maybe even smart? cos she was so badly dressed my mum bought her stuff from warehouse plus new earrings!
my day started off terribly! i woke up at 8.45 and got ready for tuition...i was only told that today was a public holiday after i put on my shoes! i went back to sleep and was woken up one hour later by natty's scream. i had lunch and went back to sleep again till 4. went to rtc at 5 then dinner at 7.

don't ask what happened yesterday...i don't wanna talk abt it...

thursday: i was supposed to study with ian at the library and believe it or not, he has never been to a library before. we ended up watching a movie. the prestige is the most boring movie i have ever seen in my entire life! we walked out before it ended. on the way home, we stopped over at the park and guess who we saw? beta!!! while i was on the swing, he asked if he could sit on the other one and i said ok but i was thinking "i thought he said swings make him sick". hes just strange...

+ AMEN

Friday, October 20, 2006

12:09 am

what is love? on dictionary.com it is
love [luhv] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, loved, lov‧ing.
–noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?
6. a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.
7. sexual intercourse; copulation.
8. (initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.
9. affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.
10. strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.
11. the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.
12. the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.
13. Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.
14. a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L

in the thesaurus it is
Main Entry: love
Part of Speech: noun 1
Definition: adoration
Synonyms: adulation, affection, allegiance, amity, amorousness, amour, appreciation, ardency, ardor, attachment, case*, cherishing, crash, crush, delight, devotedness, devotion, emotion, enchantment, enjoyment, fervor, fidelity, flame, fondness, friendship, hankering, idolatry, inclination, infatuation, involvement, like, liking, lust, mad for, mash, partiality, pash, passion, piety, rapture, regard, relish, respect, sentiment, soft spot*, taste, tenderness, the hots, weakness, wild for*, worship, yearning, zeal
Antonyms: hate

in my opinion, i think some of the definitions and synonyms are wrong. how can love be the same as like? love is sooo much more than that. i guess love can't really be described. i think love is different to every person. to me, guy-girl love is a feeling for a person that makes you wanna do everything for the person, give your all to the person (self sacrifice), you want the person to be happy no matter what. loving yr family and friends is always being there for them and stuff like that. i don't know...maybe my definition is wrong or i am really bad at describing it. all i know is that love is forever and i am aboslutely positive abt that.

+ AMEN

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

9:13 pm

i feel like eating everything in the hse! maybe its just one of my moods...either i am really sad or really bored. sara and i had a really interesting conversation just now. we came to the conclusion that love never dies, its just that ppl change. i've never really thought abt it before...like i always believed that if it wasn't forever then it wasn't love but i realise that it could be. i really do believe in fate and soul mates...like the one perfect person God has chosen for me. i believe that God has a plan for me and everything will go according to his plan. God works in mysterious ways so from what i've heard, the person will be the one i least expect it to be. i know love isn't perfect and marriage isn't happily ever after. i'm not dumb you know. love is tough and painful but true love is stronger than all the pain. i know what it feels like and even though i was such a mess and in soo much pain, i still want love. what is it exactly? i have no idea. why does everyone desire it? not a clue. is it worth it? definately. i guess i'm just incomplete without it but how am i supposed to find love when i can't seem to move on from my past? my past still haunts me and its unfair to lots of ppl. i need to work on building my future instead of dwelling on my past.

+ AMEN

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

8:12 pm

bio prac was a disaster!!! well for me anyway...i drew the wrong graph and realised the right one when the guy said 55seconds left!!! i did some other really stupid things too but i shall not elaborate cos it will make me sound like an idiot. alpha really is sooooooo annoying!!!! i cut my foot while walking down the stairs :( how smart of me...

+ AMEN

Monday, October 16, 2006

10:54 pm

i love Au Petit Salut! i woke up at 11.30 today then went for lunch. i had escargot, beef and creme brulee. the set menu is sooo cheap! yummy! i got abt ten mintues of bio done today and the paper is tomorrow! uh oh! i baked cupcakes during my studying time...they look pretty! sara, shiyou, suyee, mel, michelle, vic and laiyee i made a special cupcake for all of you. fairy cakes with chocolate icing and silver balls.
i feel kinda strange...maybe its just one of my moods...hopefully! i don't know if i can do this...

+ AMEN

12:00 am

beta is this really really weird guy which doesnt even noe that his name is beta.
beta is fat
beta is ugly
but people dont judge u just because ur fugly
it;s because u eat too much then u;ll seemso piggly!
try to act more dipsy then u'll like pepsi!

i noe ur english is really chim
but dont ever try to be a pimp
cos u'll look like an imp!

by ian chew not kimberley ong

+ AMEN

Sunday, October 15, 2006

1:25 pm

[Status] attached

[Shoe size] US 9/UK 6.5

[Parents still together] yes

[Siblings] 3 annoying younger sisters

[Pet] my sister has a rabbit and we have fish at home

FAVORITES

[Color] PINK!

[Number] 2, 16

[Animal] puppies

[Drinks] ribena, hot chocolate!

[Soda] i don't like fizzy drinks

[Book] shopaholic series!

[Flower] sunflowers

DO YOU

[Color your hair?] no

[Twirl your hair?] yup

[Have tattoos?] no

[Have Piercings?] ear piercings

[Cheat on tests/homework?] not on tests. what is cheating on homework? if its copying then yes.

[Drink/Smoke?] no

[Like roller coasters?] only if they don't go upside down

[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes but i'm trying to be content

[Want more piercings?] nooo

[Like cleaning?] no

[Write in cursive or print?] what is print? i write normally

[Own a web cam?] no

[Know how to drive?] not really

[Own a cell phone?] duh!

[Ever get off the damn computer?] yes

[Been in a fist fight?] yes

[Considered a life of crime?] no

[Considered being a hooker?] no

[Lied to someone?] yes

[Been in love?] yup

[Made out with JUST a friend?] no

[Been in lust?] probably

[Used someone] yes

[Been used?] yes

[Been cheated on?] yes

[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yup

[Stolen anything?] not that i know of

[Held a gun] does a water gun count?

CURRENTS

[Current clothing] addidas shorts and a big tshirt

[Current mood] confused

[Current taste] chocolate

[What you currently smell] my facial mask

[Current hair] messy

[Current thing I ought to be doing?] studying

[Current cd in stereo] i don't think i have a stereo

+ AMEN

Saturday, October 14, 2006

9:19 pm

acjc open house was um...kinda pointless actually. rara, alpha, michelle and i went together. we saw soooo many ppl there but we thought we were going after everyone left :( i had an outburst today. really really sorry rara and alpha! its coming back...that nasty icky person! i'm soo scared! my outbursts are gonna become more frequent...oh no! what should i do??

+ AMEN

Friday, October 13, 2006

2:11 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASVIR AND SHAUN!! he really is very cute even if his brother doesn't think so!

after 4 years its finally here!! the last day of school!! i really wish the sizzlers were here today...you guys are a huge part of my mg experience and i will miss all of you soooo much!!!

4A2

we study hard!

debbie's unforgettable guitar

got vandalised

and so did my shirt

no more white shoes

and no more ribena

i'll never forget you guys

love you sara!

you'll see us again

after exams!

+ AMEN

Thursday, October 12, 2006

10:21 pm

i never realised how many ppl actually read my blog. i thought it was just me, shiyou and sometimes sara. lately tons of ppl have been telling me that they read my blog. for example, michelle...when i walked into class today i started telling her stuff and she said "i know, i read yr blog". thingOne...she called me and asked what happened cos she read my blog. plus others but i shan't mention all of them. would everyone pls tag when you visit cos its nice to know who reads and its really scary not knowing who reads. thanks! :D

+ AMEN

10:04 pm

my goodness! blogspot is taking sooo long to load!!! alpha is sooooooo annoying!!!!!!!! all cameras, phones and photos should be kept far away from him!! he took my phone and called sooo many ppl from my phonebook!! sorry everyone!
we played a game from michelle. i am gonna live in a mansion, drive a ferrari, have two kids and marry alpha. alpha is gonna live in an apartment, drive a nissan, have 22 kids and marry sara!!! sara is live in a shack, drive a BMW, have 7 kids and marry nicolaus. its such a funny game!!!

don't worry dear, everything will be fine. i promise :)

+ AMEN

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

7:39 pm

alpha lied to mee!! i feel so hurt! he told me he was studying in school till 5 but he was there at kap when i arrived so he saw me in my school uniform!! :'( oh goodness i cried today in front of sara and alpha...how embarrassing! its a long story...i had something funny to blog abt but i can't remember what it is. we left kap at abt 5 but i left my shoes in kap so we had to go back and get them. some nanyang girls were peering into my plastic shoe bag so i just grabbed it from under their noses and ran away. we stopped at the park on my way home and spent the whole time chasing alpha around cos sara wanted to see his hairless legs. it was soooo fun!!! i think i'm falling for you more and more each day...

+ AMEN

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

8:27 pm

i beat alpha at tai tee twice! mr smarty pants went to the toilet and tripped on his way out, knocking down the "wet floor" sign and causing the cleaning lady to burst out laughing. well done mr smooth!
oh and his idea of a schedule is
10am-principal speaks
10.15am-clap(!!!)
how amusing! ok i know it sounds like i'm totally dissing him but those things made me like him even more...i don't like perfect guys. i like guys who are like me, they have dumb blonde moments! oh i just love dumb blonde moments although mine are becoming way too frequent!
our convo yesterday:
him: i bought a tshirt with a word on it
me: what word?
him: not telling you
me: tell me!
him: no!
me: tell me! tell me! tell me!
him: no! no! no!
.
.
.
me: tell meeee!!!!
him: its weird!
me: tell me!
him: its really weird
me: tell me!
him: its weirdd!!!
turns out the word was "weird" but i thought he meant it was a werid word. ok i was totally annoying but you can't tell me half the story and expect me to guess the rest. dumb blonde moments make life so much more interesting!

+ AMEN

8:12 pm

some ppl are just soooo rude its amazing!!! like hello?!! i am standing there trying to say something and you are just blabbering away to someone else. when i finally say what i wanna say you ignore me and start talking to the other person again!!! BITCH!!! i honestly have never met anyone more rude! my sister should stay far away from ppl like you! you make me feel sick!

+ AMEN

Monday, October 09, 2006

5:19 pm

i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i'm sooo pissed!!! i took a one hour drive around pandan loop in the middle of no where for nothing! on sunday the garbage truck banged the car so its in the workshop now. my mum and i picked my grandma up then headed off to pandan loop to drop my mum off at the workshop then my grandma sent me to french. we got lost at pandan loop...for a whole bloody hour! i arrived at french late and guess what? there was no french! so i had to call my grandma to pick me up again. i could have spent the whole time sleeping! my head is throbbing so badly! i was in the car from 3-5.15!!!

+ AMEN

Sunday, October 08, 2006

9:04 pm

my grandma was teaching me essay writing just now and we were discussing "the journey". we talked abt life's journey and i realised something
-i'm sorry lottie. i didn't know how special our friendship was till i left england and by then it was too late.
-i'm sorry mama. i always take you for granted but you are always there for me.
-i'm sorry frogy. when we were together i treated you so badly and i regret it so much now that it is over and too late.
i never treasure anyone. the phrase "you never appreciate something till it is gone/you never know how good something is till it is gone" really applies to my life. i really need to learn to treasure things
today was quite amusing. i was on my way to lei garden for lunch and i was msging alpha. turns out he left lei garden 5 minutes before i arrived which is a good thing cos i was sooo badly dressed and i did not plan on meeting anyone when i put on my clothes.

+ AMEN

Saturday, October 07, 2006

5:13 pm

yesterday was horrible!! my mother took rachel shopping instead of me! i really really wanted the dior makeover! however, today was good! after tution mummy, natty, jelly and i went to crystal jade for lunch. mummy bought diamond earrings so she was happy so i got to buy shoes and 6 bras. i got the pair of nine west shoes i really really liked, a dark red bra, an electric blue bra and 4 of my favourite bras(i think only sara knows what i'm talking abt). my mum also bought my dad a hugo boss shirt and suit...she really was in a very good mood today!

+ AMEN

Friday, October 06, 2006

6:11 pm

am i ready? i don't think so...i don't wanna turn into that person again...that person isn't nice. i'm gonna call it a zone. when i am in that zone, its so scary cos i don't even know it till i snap outta it and then i realise...why was i so horrible? i really was really really nasty! i can't afford to be that person again...not now, not ever. i don't know what to do...

+ AMEN

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

8:23 pm

french oral! omg! it was soooo bad! i will be lucky if i get above 30%! no other comments!

+ AMEN

8:18 pm

10 questions God won't ask you

1. God won't ask what kind of car you
drove,
He'll ask how many people you
drove who didn't have transportation.

2. God won't ask the square footage of
your house,
He'll ask how many people you welcomed into
your home.

3. God won't ask about the clothes you
had in your closet,
He'll ask how many you helped clothe.

4. God won't ask what your highest salary
was,
He'll ask if you gave some to help others.

5. God won't ask what your job title was,
He'll ask if you performed your job to the
best of your ability.

6. God won't ask how many friends you
had,
He'll ask how many people to whom you
were a friend.

7. God won't ask in what neighborhood
you lived,
He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.

8. God won't ask about the color of your
skin,
He'll ask about the content of your
character.

9. God won't ask why it took you so long
to seek
Salvation,
He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in
heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.

10. God won't have to ask how many
people you
forwarded this to, He already knows
whether or not
you are ashamed to share this
information to whom you love.

+ AMEN

8:08 pm

ONE.
Spell your name without vowels?
- kmbrly

TWO.
Are you single?
- nope

THREE.
How many pairs of jeans do you own?
- lots but i can only fit 5

What color do you wear most?
- i have no idea...blue?

FIVE.
Least favorite color?
- brown

SIX.
Last song you heard?
- when you're looking like that :D

SEVEN.
Where do you wish you were?
- at the armani sale

EIGHT.
Are you happy with your life right now?
- not really

NINE.
Anyone ever said you resemble a
- dumb blonde with black hair

TEN.
What is your favorite time in school?
- the last bell of the day

ELEVEN.
Do you shop at stores like Hollister,
Abercrombie
& Fitch, and AE?
- not really

TWELVE.
How do you make money?
- i don't

THIRTEEN.
Last person you talked on the phone with?
- gerald

FOURTEEN.
When do you start summer break?
- we don't really have a summer break

FIFTEEN.
Are you missing someone right now?
- yup

SIXTEEN
One word to describe you:
- ditzy!

SEVENTEEN.
Favorite pair of shoes:
- my ninewest butterfly ones

EIGHTEEN.
- ?

NINETEEN.
You're missing?
- a lot of things

TWENTY.
What should you be doing right now?
- studying

+ AMEN

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

1:58 pm

ARMANI!! ARMANI!! ARMANI!!! oh i do love you so!! i love yr sales! they are the best! nothing will ever replace you in my heart!
stuff i bought:
-white v-neck sleeveless top thingy ($40)
-turqoise spag ($30)
-white and gold halter ($35)
-ax tshirt ($20)
-green knee length wrap skirt ($50)
-ax sweater ($60)
total:$235!!! price before less was way over $1000!
its soooo amazing!! i am sooo happy with my purchases but i wish i bought more! i found this amazing black dress! it fit me everywhere except my boobs!! :( this is the first time i wished i was flatter! the legs, hips, waist all fit!! it was soooo pretty!!! but i didn't get it...all the sizes were XS!!! that dress was made for me! it was only $50!!!!

+ AMEN

Sunday, October 01, 2006

1:12 pm

i am sooo deprived of shopping!!! save mee!!!!
how am i gonna tell anyone abt this? do i just keep quiet and wait for ppl to find out themselves?? i'm not even sure if this is actually happening...maybe it was a dream?? i really don't feel any different...maybe it is shock?

+ AMEN