Tuesday, December 19, 2006
11:01 pm
today:
woke up, had lunch, went to town and was very very bored waiting for my mum! finally went to united square to get some stuff then headed home for dinner. ok so today was a hell of a boring day!
i hate it when i talk to someone and they don't listen, half the time i feel like i'm talking to myself and no one is listening to me. i will go on and on and on abt something that is really bugging me and at the end of my long speech, the person just acts as if i said nothing! well i guess its not one particular person, a lot of ppl in my life are like that. i think i might even be like that! though it is terrible i must say! i really need someone to talk to now, someone to listen to all my problems and give me good advice. i think i am desperate for good advice right now. i have tons of problems! my problems range from friverlous ones to really deep ones. like what on earth can i get icks for christmas and my mother is being a pain in the ass! i can't stand ppl who have no sense of time! i hate it! she doesn't care who waits for her and everyone is wrong except for her!! she hates it when ppl cancel an appointment at my dad's clinic but how many times has she cancelled a reservation at a restaurant or a hair appointment, etc... its all the same! she can do no wrong in her eyes! and don't even get me started on how disorganised and unreasonable she is! i really can't take it anymore! christmas is becoming a drag! i remember when christmas was soo much fun! i really really miss those days...i just wish someone understood me...
+ AMEN