Wednesday, November 08, 2006
2:10 pm
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
i was looking for song lyrics on the net and i came across this. i don't know why but when i read it, i cried. i wish someone loved me like that...that would be sooo amazing!
yesterday: had a very late lunch at taka with alpha then we bought our teacher a present cos he told me that everyone was getting her something so i felt so bad but when we got there, we were the only ones who bought something. we bought some gift set from L'occitane and a sunflower. tuition yesterday was the least stressful tuition i have had so far. i was looking through alpha's messages on friendster and i was a bit shocked. you know those guys who don't know you at all but they come across yr profile and send you a message trying to get to know you well i guess hes like that. those kinda ppl disgust me! i guess i'm just one of those many girls he said "hey" to on friendster. i feel like i'm walking straight past a "danger ahead" sign. i know i'm gonna get hurt and thats not something i can deal with.
today: aaaahhhhhhhh i am sooo stupid!!! for compo i did (4) S'pore has limited land, do you think it is wise to set aside some space for nature reserves. it was something like that. i think i am the only person who did that! oh no!! plus it was sooo short and i think i screwed up section two. i couldn't remember the format for a report!!! and my report was sooo messy and disorganised! the compre and summary was actually quite alright. well all i can do abt it now is pray.
my discovery: i met alpha before i joined english tuition. after expresso on friday the backstage ppl went out the back of the audi to take pictures with electrico. there were 3 groups of ppl there: backstage ppl, squishy and friends and a group of guys. i asked one of the guys in front of me to help the backstage ppl take a picture with electrico and he gave me a weird look. i think he thought that i wanted to take a picture with him. after i asked him again, he helped us take a picture. thing is, i didn't look at his face so i have no idea who he is. i knew alpha went on friday so i decided to ask him a few questions
1) did you go to the back of the audi after expresso to take pictures with electrico? yes
2) did a girl ask you to help her take a photo with electrico? yes
3) was she wearing black? yes
4) did she have long hair? yes
black clothes + back of audi + long hair = ME!!!
he was the weird guy who helped us take a photo!!
+ AMEN