Saturday, November 11, 2006
8:29 pm
i am sooo sick of amath!!
1000-1200: amath tuition
1200-1400: lunch with alpha
1415-1900: amath tuition
i had 6h 45min of amath tuition today! my darn msn won't work! so i will communicate through my tagboard. lunch was fun! i had my ham and bacon penne pasta in pink sauce at bakerzin :) for dessert we had coupe cheesecake, choco & caramel icecream with chocolate crispies, vanilla creme brulee, banana pizza with cinamon icecrema and raspberry panna cotta. i asked alpha if he liked panna cotta so we could order 2 but he said that it was ok so i ordered something else and guess who ate soo much panna cotta?? bakerzin panna cotta is really yummy! its quite amazing, even shopping at a supermarket aimlessly is fun when i'm with you. we must have walked around cold storage at least five times! i bought minstrels! yum yum!
i DON'T want an expensive birthday present! despite popular belief, i am not materialistic and high maintenance. you have given me soo much of yr time and i appreciate it. time=money so you have already spent sooo much on me. i will go look for something i like if you must buy me something. FYI $>50 = expensive! for the first time in my life, i don't want anything materialwise. i have a laptop, i have an ipod + speakers, i have a tv, i have a dvd player and i'm satisfied with my phone. all i want is a walk-in-wardrobe but no one can buy that. it feels good to be content!
i'm in a bad mood! i'm in a bad mood! i'm in a bad mood! i just ripped my favourite pair of levis!! its not that i can't afford to buy another pair, its just that this pair is special. firstly, they are my first pair of levis. secondly, i don't have to fold them! (very rare!) thirdly, he bought them for me. i'm not gonna take this as another sign that i'm over you cos i know that i will never be completely over you although i'm 90% there. i still miss you, you know it, alpha knows it, sara knows it, everybody knows it. however, i don't miss you as my boyfriend. i really miss my best friend...:'( i'm really sorry. i feel sooo bad! i'm with you but hes still in my heart. words can't really express how bad i feel. well maybe if i was beta i would be able to express it but i'm not. you really do mean a lot to me! i like you a lot but it takes a bit more time for me to love a person.
+ AMEN